+ my life, my world +

2007-05-08T15:55:00.000+08:00

COME ON~ I CAN DO IT!

Yupe! i chant to let me overcome with all these difficulties and obstacles of mine.. lifting up the procrastinate spirit and injecting some possitive determination into my souls~ lol, i know, sounds like i'm talking crap! it's all because of the lack of sleep! I've been awake for 24 hours n might gonna continue stay awake to finish up this head-cracking Jurisprudence! n start on another assignment! Both due on this Friday! GOSH! My heart shivers everytime thought of how close I am towards the 'doomsday'!! Please let me finish both just in time.. i know i know, i m a big-arse-last-minute-person.. Yet, only every last minute could push me to do something that have to be done! I can't help with it. It's like this type of attitude has belonged to my character since i was born into this world.. =P come on baby, i can do this!! DETERMINATION...

*PEACE*

chanting hard.. Nam Myo Ho Ren Ge Kyo

2007-04-30T08:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE DAYS~~

Although assignments piling up, final examinations is just around the corner, i just couldnt resist to type anything that i'm happy about since last week..

Well, i had a very great week! i went to a secret paradise that me, myself never thought of.. it's in somewhere in the UK.. A very breathtaking place where it could make me relax, put off those busy mind for seconds, minutes, blablabla... thanxx to someone for this.. =) Well i just couldnt explain those amaze with proper words.. so, leave it to the pics... =)

Yupe, it's on the 23rd floor.. =)

n this is another place =)

Sleep

2007-04-06T09:42:00.000+08:00

S.L.E.E.P

Alrite, here i am again..suddenly have the right mood to type something.. First of all, I've recovered with a slight coughing.. but no longer suffering.. those days nearly coughed my lung out.. nahhh,kidding.. but still, the sickness made my day dull and down.. sometimes even felt the loneliness and emptiness.. -.-" Plus, it made my skin complexion look so uneven ( a pale sick face ) n some peeling skins over the nose.. i looked so gross.. LOL

Hmm, as I am kinda 'FAMOUS' with my sleeping character around everyone who knows me well, I gave a serious thought of this sleeping habits.. I guess it started when I was born. Even within my family, they all call me Sleeping Queen as i really sleeps alot when i was a baby, a kid until now.. Plus my mum never stop me from sleeping.. She just let me be.. Tell y'ol why is that so. It's because I'm born with a very skinny figure, cant gain weight even i ate lot! No, i dun hv any worm in my stomach as my mum feed me on those pills to check is there any 'worm' in my stomach that grabbed all my food.. hehe.. So, my mum believe that there is another way to gain weight.. which is to eat n sleep! I was forced to take nap after lunch when I was young, hoping that I will gain weight.. LOL and I also kinda willingly go to sleep (still rmb, i sleep with my fav barbie dolls ^^) this is how i develop my sleeping 'skills'.. LOL thanxx to mummy..

This is only one part of making me to fall in love with my bed.. The other reason is because I love to DREAM when sleeping.. i know, it's not healthy to have dream while sleeping cos it meant the brain is not resting.. But who cares? I love dreaming.. It's the only world I can escape from the realistic and cruel world. I can do anything in my dreams. Sometimes, I even can 'control' my dreams. Like b4 sleeping, I will keep on thinking a thing eagerly so that I will dream it later. Guess what? It works.. Call me crazy but i don't care. LOL .. Some more, i think the best part is I can continue my dream.. as in when i was awake, and i was dreaming something good, i will sleep back immediately and try hard in continuing my dreams.. super eh? haha.. I guess some people could do the same as me.. Having Dream is just so amazing! I can remember my dream clearly everytime i woke up and if it's a GOOD one, i will remember until today.. there were a few dreams that i still could remember clearly until this very day~ ;P Ever heard of Dejavu? i can definitely felt it when something came across which i seriously dreamt before (this is normal, as everyone will experienced this) So, i think it's nothing to exaggerate on.. LOL

After these le, there is one more that came across my mind.. that is my sleeping time.. napping time.. After leaving home for college few years back, my sleeping routine seemed very disarray.. it's like sleeping around the clock! haha.. especially the time in Inti.. crazy~ even then i was still young and energetic.. Not now anymore, i will get tired easily as I'm getting elder.. =P I still remember I can even fall asleep in the KTM after shopping, and the crazy part is, I WAS STANDING! haha.. i cant believe it as well, but i really dozed off, leaning on the wall of the KTM and standing beside Vanny or Lina (forgot who dy).. -.-" Did anything came across ur mind now? U must thinking whether I'm sick or not rite.. LOL..

I used to have a little bad habit last time.. That is DO NOT DISTURB WHEN I M SLEEPING! wahahaha.. i remembered in Form 3, i had a crush with a guy n vice versa.. But he had turned away.. know why? I was so bad tempered when picking up the phone and asking him not to call me when i'm sleeping! haha.. n all my secondary buddies knew my this freaking habits.. if they so happened to call me, they will say, "sleeping a?" , "okok, go to sleep. bye" haha.. they will hang up in a very speedy way to avoid the scoldings.. haha.. (vanny, still rmb not?) LUCKY enough, i put so much effort to change my this bad habit and ta-da, i no longer scolding ppl for nth or the sake of i-m-sleeping.. LOL.. the most, i will answer with blur mind.. "hmm", "aa", "ooo", "hmmm" ,"k", "bye"... it will be over n over this kind of answer u get from me.. haha.. Maybe i will even forget i did picked up any calls while sleeping after I woke up.. Sorry frens.. haha.. I'm such a pig who living in her FANTASY world.. =P

It's not bad to sleep after all what.. rite? It can rejuvenate ur skins, ur body, ur health n etc.. I know, for some ppl, it's a waste of time.. But, i just love to sleep and i do ENJOY it.. make it simple, it's my HOBBY~

Time to go my dreamworld now.. had my facial n put on mask dy.. tmr, my face will be healthier~ thanxx mummy for the supply of my beauty products~ hehehe... So now, my dear friends.. understand why i sleep lot yet? LOL.. =D

easter

2007-03-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

EASTER HOLIDAYS!!

At last, passed up Property Law assignment!

Easter holidays start from now for 3 weeks!!

but have to do Final Exam Revision~ =(

Currently, feeling very SICK! having fever, cough, sore throat and flu!! :S

It's so pain in the throat! there were some ulcers inside my throat! =(

I wish... I will recover soon... get me out from sickness...

Janice is having concert in HongKong now... Wish i could be there to listen her live songs!

all good things

2007-03-16T09:20:00.000+08:00

All Good Things-Nelly Furtado

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day till the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

lost

2007-03-06T06:17:00.000+08:00

WHO M I? *LOST*

i m lost! no directions.. i dunno what's ahead of me.. What's going to happen the next minute.. What should i do? What should i do? What? Wwwwhattt should i do? i'm very confused now.. what i remember was my dad always advise that whenever there are difficulties in my life and felt so depressing, he will come n tell me to cheer up. Telling me that the world is not the end yet.. There's much more for me to overcome n face the cruel world. All i need is great courage. And where the heck does great courage comes from? my dad told me, when u're well prepared, the courage will just automatically came out from u.. no worries, everything will be okay.. I miss my dad's words.. He is the one who teaches me what is life and always advise me like nobody would do so to me.. i Lovvveee you daddy.. as mummy always tell me when i was young, i m daddy's girl, daddy's precious.. talking bout my dad, he never hit me once.. no, never.. but still, i m scared of him, or should i put in another way, i RESPECT him. Till now, my dad n me won't talk much.. we onli talk when there is some serious or important thing to discuss.. Other than that, i m still very 'scared' to talk to him.. =( but he is sweet, he'll type 'i love you' in the last sms everytime we text each other.. tht always get me with teary eyes.. n i will keeeeeep tht sms.. haha.. unless i accidently deleted it.. (mummy, i also save urs too..haha) Now, i really need to get some support from them, be it daddy's words or mummy's.. Love u both dearly here.. sorry for my rebellious attitude when i was young.. i'm changing.. to be better.. huhhhh... ooops, it seems like it's for my daddy entry here.. haha.. excuse me for this, cos he'll be the first guy who come into my mind when i need a piece of advise too cool me off.. hmmm.. daddy's girl.. haha..

2007-02-01T03:35:00.000+08:00

Random pics in my room~

Actually, i got to go metro shopping centre with liz,mei n lynn.. guess what, i couldnt wake on time again.. liz buzzed my fon..

liz:hello,lynn is here dy, we'll be ready to go in short..

me: mm.. hmm..

liz:still sleepin?! haha.. or u continue sleep n we go ourselves?
me:yah, ok.. sorry..

haha~ tht's how i answer my call when i was in deeeep sleep.. such a piggy! actually, it's all becos i slept at 6.30am this morning.. n tht explains y i couldnt wake on time.. -.-" sorry liz n gals..

did nth after awake.. as always love to take pics, i took some random pics in my room.. realised i nvr took my black i-dog pics.. haha, so i took some.. n also, found that i bought 4 perfumes within this 2 months! gosh, i wonder do i need all of them?

i'm glad that i attended ALL the classes this week, without missing.. but still, too lazy to do the seminar's works.. actually, most of the time, read d questions, i dunno how to begin to write my answer.. studied, but just dunno how to start answering those complicated questions.. =(

i found a daily philosophy that is so good from my japanese fren's mail --> overcome d limitation!once u've determined this way, u hv actually transcended one step further d limitation in ur heart.. (good yeah)

here it goes.. the pix..

my lovely black i-dog

the paws r so cute!

dancing all the way..

tht's d perfumes..

2007-01-31T11:31:00.000+08:00

Where should i start?!

Oh my god!! O.M.Y.G.O.D.. i totally forgot i own a blog?! haha..my internet explorer don't even have my blog's link anymore.. oh dear, i've abandoned this blog since ages.. forgive me for no updates..

Being lazy these few months as i was busying with my holiday mood and assignments.. =D

Well, well, well.. where should i start? Hmmm..well, i guess I'll leave d pictures to speak for itself.. -_-"

Light Snow in Newcastle on 23.01.07

midnite 3.36am

outside my balcony

it snowed again at 5pm

This is what we do in our leisure time!
our fav LAMI!

Durham Trip~

Liz's Sweet 21st Burfday~

Venice~Italy..Love here!

it's horoscope clock tower..

Met up with my uncle in venice~

Costed us 60euros for d gondola ride

love this pic so much!

ROME

the Pantheon

church

the colosseum

they r so artistic.. every single thing wont missed out even it's a statute!

the vatican city

fontana di trevi~d wishing pond

Pisa!

eating Pppeanuts!

ferrari outlet!

shadows of four backpackers~ ^^

Inverness, Scotland

~~there are too much pix.. so i picked few n posted~~ enjoy!

cheers~~

2006-12-09T02:48:00.000+08:00

Holiday starts!!

At last,it's the end of the semester.. ^^ but i think it's the same cos i go through the semester relax.. haha.. The onli difference is that I'll be goin for trips! yip yip hoooraaayy..

Later 4am in the morning will be going to Scotland.. I haven't know which part of Scotland it heading to yet.. =_=" Will know later.. Kinda mysterious.. jk.. It's just because i follow my frens in that trip, so i din ask much, just pay n go.. hehe.. Hope it will have LOADS of fun..

Then my another trip is on the 18th till 28th.. 10 days in ITALY... woohooo... waiting n longing to go dy... Hope n wish it's a nice place.. but even if it's not nice, i still have my frens who goes.. so that we still can syok sendiri.. haha.. but i bet italy is a great place.. dun put too high expectations first.. ^^

Hmm, i think i have to stop now, cos i m going to phui's house to cook dinner with her n mei.. \(^o^)/

Au revoir~

2006-12-08T09:34:00.000+08:00

!~Christmas Shopping~! @metro

d decorations in metro shopping complex kids singing chrismtas songs-carols
outside disney shop

snow~~colour lights
shop for presents~!

handful of presents!

hehe..love d background

some random colourlights

waiting for coach~

inside d coach..
BarOne for dinner n watch MU v Benfica~!
a lil bag charm for myself
early present from kohyen~named him ELE

2 of them..

mei's call EE n mine is ELE

we love this pic~

EE, MU bear,ELE

I'll back u..

solo pic
@ M&S..hehe..
beside my house,a gallery..having champagne with lynn.. but i hate d taste~ YUAKSS!

2006-12-01T06:51:00.000+08:00

PAIN in HEART-29/11/06

It's like a nightmare which in fact it's a cruel reality.. i dunno how i can help to take away the pain u having.. i hope everything is just a dream.. wake up, n see it's nothing.. =( it really hurt all of us that cruel news.. but, we're so helpless..

what i can see is that, every frens of urs are having d same unity, tht is to support u, to encourage u so that u will be tough n strong.. Remember, remember, we'll alwis by ur side even though not physically..

while sending u to the train station, i asked myself no matter wat, dun cry infront of us.. but when u give us a strong good bye hug, seeing u cry, i really couldnt stand anymore.. Seeing ur back, up in the train, i felt so helpless and pain in the heart.. really pain..when you looked back at us, the gaze of being alone, made my tears flowing non-stop but i have to stop it cos i have faith in you that you will be strong..

receiverd ur sms, telling me, u will try ur best to become the old alson when u back UK with a tougher characteristics, really very happy..

well, dear alson, i'll wait u come back here to accomapny me n cook with me n conan for dinner k.. miss u loads~!

aunty, we will take care alson with all our heart.. rest in peace..

2006-11-23T21:20:00.000+08:00

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life.

You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

2006-11-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

STOP PROCRASTINATING!

Yes, this blog entry is about procrastinate.. I wonder why everyone will have this bad habit? It's very bad.. suddenly thought of it while studying my EU Law seminar.. Why can't i just get it done on d weekends n not in the last minutes? I admit i'm a last minute person.. That's why i get lousy results at the end of every year.. And starterd to blame myself after it's over.. And might start to be crying wolf there.. huh..damn it!

Yupe, it's fun in Newcastle but i think i should start stopping myself from getting TOO MUCH of fun.. n start to be serious..This is my final year! to get wat kind of degree, to know what level am I, depends on this all year through... I hate to say this, but I really unwilling to see next year's June coming which meant I've graduated.. I wished that i can stay for another year here for BAR but it's like impossible? n i am wishing here for impossible to be possible? So, to get that impossible to be possible, START being serious in study n classes n courseworks! improve my god-damn English.. my English really sucks! that's what my dad said.. I had a very poor English! =(

It's time to wake up! This week i m doin good in sleeping early and wake early like 8am or 9 am.. It's a good start.. then this weekend, gonna finish those notes that were incomplete.. And next week~ have to go all seminars n classes.. no more skipping like d kangaroos.. I know it's hard to change my lazy attitude.. But i will try hard~ till i collapse? Just give some faith...frens out there, if u saw me procrastinating again, please remind me okay? Because i was and am too used with this attitude.. Strive HARD n SMART to get WHAT I WISHED for..

22nd Burfday~peace.. V^^V

2006-11-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

my 22nd Burfday~peace.. V^^V

after clubbing at blubamboo

he's my primary school classmate~ din c for more than 10 yrs! we both 22.. haha

my *22* candles

rub off the creams from my cake

my 2 cakes~ nice?

made a wish...

strawberries~! taste so sweet

with the guys

new fren(classmate) chloe..she cooked curry~

present from them

gurls rulez~

everyone

about to eat angel-shaped biscuits made by me

taken while preparing d food.. prepared d whole day~ enjoyed alot... wan mei say we seemed like "yellow face lady"..haha

p/s:i still hv some pics tht's not with me..will upload when get them

burfday~

2006-11-09T11:57:00.000+08:00

It's my burfday~

N i get this special GIFT from bro Andrew by mail..(paste to share) Thanx alot cos this rhyme really touching~ =D i will always b there for u too bro.. Alwiz~! miss n hugs... i appreciate our brother n sisterhood~ =D

This rhyme is specially written just for you,
Think it as a gift from me to you,
Even though today I can't be with you,
That doesn't mean that I don't love you,

It¡¦s almost been 1 year since we knew each other,
By chance by fate we were bind together,
Almost as if we were meant for each other,
You are the greatest gift ever my dear sister,

You opened your arms and accepted me,
For who I am and you only supported me,
Showing me trust and faith when others fail me,
Treating me like what a family is supposed to be,

I will always be there for you when you need me,
Like an angel you came and you freed me,
Even though I have the world against me,
That didn't stop you from being kind towards me,

I will love you and pray for you day to day,
So that you'll stay happy and be okay,
The sacrifices you made for me won't go to waste,
Everything you did for me, its sweetness I taste,

Words like these can't really express my happiness,
I hope that I could kiss away all your sadness,
You are my queen you are my goddess,
From now on till the end of the universe....

NICE? I'm sure it is.. =) again, thx bro~!

2006-11-04T11:29:00.000+08:00

~HALLOWEEN PICS~

Before going, gather at downstairs

In Student Union's pub

A witch hat with angel wing? wat a combination~

queueing outside blu bamboo..waited for an hour man~ take random pics with unknown guy~

lynn, mei n me~ still queueing~!

with koh yen~

a girl on d stage topless~!

with mr scooby doo~ where are u...

=)

2006-10-31T01:55:00.000+08:00

AN UNUSUAL MONDAY

What i can describe my feelings now is - HAPPIE.. ^^This is my day--> Woke up at 10.30am without clinging to the bed as usual and took my shower n prepare to class,online awhile as server down few days back n at last can online dy..hehe... Met up with Jovena and walked the everyday-need-to-pass-route. I realised wat i so happie about.. maybe because for the past 3 days, i was in my room all day long,never step out from my flat.. hahaha..Discovered the tree which full of leaves before, became BALD.. This is a sign of WINTER is coming~ hooray~ happie whenever thot of Christmas! ~~lalalala~~Just love Christmas...This year, i'll be having my Christmas in Italy! *thanx mum n dad for sponsoring* love u all..muaxxx~

Reached my EU(European Union)Law class..kinda early..standing n looking around..There's a blonde in our class,n i think she is pretty.. haha.. Then entered into d class, sat down n started to concentrate..scribbled away my notes.. n found tht my lecturer actually kinda good looking guy~ wahaha.. maybe today i m happy..Class ended then we(LS,JO,James,Jan) went to BARone to have our lunch.. met Al n he came to join us for lunch.. FYI, BARone is actually a cafe situated in our campus n there price for food is cheap n with big portion.. haha.. ordered and ate a Chicken Breast n bacon with salads. Bought two cokes for 1pound20. *everyday drink coke*

Then to Equity n Trust class.. Miss Helen havent back from her leave yet.. so her class was taken by dunno-wat-name old lady... Can't listen wat she was saying n she dun even give u a chance to jot them down~ gave up! so i slept in d class.. *one whole hour sleeping* hehe.. darn! After class, met KY, asked him to accompany me to Marks&Spencer to buy shower cream and lotion. Chose a 'Lilly of the Valley' scent *smelled nice*

One more class to go, went for it n when I came out from d building after class, it was dark as if it's 8pm sth... which actually it was only 5pm. Walked home with Jas... Reached home, then keep on chatting as if never chat before... Met bro andrew, video called with him n i took some of d pics.. haha..

Chatting.. haha.. andrew, here u go, ur sexy pic..haha.. enjoy~

2006-10-28T11:15:00.001+08:00

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

Your flirting style: Friendly

Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

2006-10-28T10:21:00.000+08:00

10 Things that felt Romantic..

1. whispering into my ears,telling "I love you so much, dar.."

2. holding hands while walking along the beach on an island..

3. cook supper for me in d middle of nite when i'm hungry*although u dy slept, thx dar*

4. pillow talk n hug each other until sun rises..

5. kissing my forehead or cheeks everytime b4 u leaves.. ^^

6. hold and hug me real tight when i'm upset or depress..

7. gave me a whole pot of my fav lemon flavoured lollipops and a huge box of my fav mentos, with coco in it..

8. alwiz stay n nvr leave me alone no matter how i mad u n tolerate all my unreasonableness.. thx..

9. let me have d feelings as if i am the luckiest girl to have u *or, had u b4*

10. every single small n simple thing u did, meant so much to me n i do appreciate them.. n will nvr rubbed from my memory...THANX...

*ps: hope everyday is a happie day for U..*

venlovin

2006-10-28T00:06:00.000+08:00

Love(this is wat i wrote b4 in another blog)
Baby, from the day we met,
I wanna catch ur sight,
to know your inner part,
to give you my heart.
Baby, from the 1st day we begin our journey,
i gave you my heart,
i gave you my hand to hold,
i gave you my soul to you too..
Baby, as on the way of our love,
i wanna tell you,
i have the gretest moment with you,
smiles, tears, laughters, sad, happy with you..
Baby, I enjoy having you beside me,
lending a shoulder to cry on,
lending a hug to comfort,
and lending a person to kiss on..
Baby, as we started,
I've been thinking of eternal love,
as i wished and still hoping,
our love will keep on and on..
Baby, wanna tell you,
I had been and still appreciating your love,
I appreciated on everything you have done to me,
and everything u have shared with me..
Baby, wanna thank you here,
to cover and protect me whenever i'm in danger,
to lend me a hand when i falls,
to use your hardworking cover on my laziness..
Baby, wanna let you know,
you will always in my heart,
no matter how far we apart,
I'll still pray for fate to hold us together..

Forever, if in this world have such thing as forever and eternity..

-venlovin-

2006-10-24T05:12:00.002+08:00

You Belong in Spring

Optimistic, lively, and almost always happy with the world...
You can truly appreciate the blooming nature of spring.
Whether you're planting flowers or dyeing Easter eggs, spring is definitely your season!

What Season Are You?

yupe~~ i love SPRING d MOST... full of flowers~ i just love it! waiting for spring to come~~

barcelona..here i come

2006-10-23T05:59:00.000+08:00

You Belong in Barcelona

When it comes to Europe, you don't want to decide between culture and fun. You want art by day and a big party by night.
Barcelona is ideal for you. You can check out some Picasso, eat some tapas, take a siesta, and then dance all night!

What European City Do You Belong In?

picz

2006-10-19T16:29:00.000+08:00

Conan(my flatmate) n Mei
d skeletons actually is in blue..*hehe*

us- wit costumes~ liz n me -kings~

wat r we looking underneath tht horse?
haha..imagine~

bananas in d castle?

ice- creams in d cold weather~

us~ with d castle

d white dots u see, actually are sheeps

with greenery scene

on mooncake festival, outside my room

my nose dunno wat happened became reddish*cant c clearly here*

china town

earl grey statue~ remember earl grey tea? yah, it's him

life

2006-10-17T08:44:00.000+08:00

this is d place i visited on Saturday.. Alnwick Castle- Harry Potter's Castle

Alson, Liz, Me, Mei n Lynn.. In front of starbucks, Eldon Square

Vanny n me, video chatting... =P

This is how my room in Newcastle looks like~ Satisfied..

Yes, it is simpsons pasta.. one whole family.. n i ate them *hehe*

Some of d police here ride horse.. *d horse looked so cool*

p/s: it's very late dy... need to go to my slumber land.. will post some more soon!

Finally

2006-10-13T07:54:00.000+08:00

Finally, I've done my blog's luvly skin after several attempts.. Pretty not? Give some comments ya but there's no comments section (this is d prolem cos i dunno how to edit one). Anyone know? teach me.. So, just leave me any msg in my chatterbox k..

I went to Quayside today with Mei, Liz, Al, Song n Wai to walk and hanging around there cos Mei havent been there yet since d day she arrived Newcastle.. We then walked to the Baltic Flour Mill (sounds like sellinf flour which actually is an Art Gallery). 'Spank the Monkey' is currently having their exhibition there.. the Art.. amazing i should say.. especially the LV's bags- i want one,gimme pls. When we were on the way back, we stood there for a moment cos the sunset caught our sight.. It was b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l~ How i wish there's someone i luv to be there at that very moment, hugging me and watch sunset with peaceful river..

I've wasted my week.. Didn't do any revisions nor notes.. Haiz~ have to change.. *haha*

Baby, i still belong to you, take me to far away, take my fears, my tears... take my pain away, take me to your secret place.. when u smile, my life is just great.. take care.. turn off d room light, with strawberry scents, with pillow in my hug, refresh how d roses u gave me smells like and looked like.. i'll never forget.. with d teddy of chocolate taste.. with a skyful of stars...

*vendee*

sunset

one of the art-spank the monkey

New place, complicated feelings

2006-09-20T06:17:00.000+08:00

Arrived Newcastle on the 15th September after a 13 hours flight with transit at Amsterdam.. feeling exhausted.. Arrived my hostel but i'm very unhappy with it cos it's facing west which means it's so damn hot. Thank God, He heard my prayers cos after that day, the weather here changed. It became cooler and lesser sun shine with windy weather.

I felt so cold these few days; felt so dry and empty in heart. Tried to call but no one picked up, tried to sms but no one replied. Finally picked up but made me felt that like i never care to call which i did really called. Hurts, pain and tears... complicated feelings... Is it really over? So unwilling to let go but we are so in vain. Pictures of u just surrounding my mind. Felt so down and sorrow.. Strawberry scents in my room.. I miss u.. =( If u wanna walk away from my life, please dun walk too faraway till i can't see even your shadow. Please look back every 10 steps. If u felt pain to look back, i hope strength will help to heal the pain. Just wanna wish you to have a best life, aim for your own future and put me aside for this moment.. And I will learn to be strong, don't worry.. I'll take care..

Back to KL

2006-07-29T16:37:00.000+08:00

KL... here I came again... I don't wish to arrive here this early... I want to be at home... but what to do? Life's like that.. Ups and down, never stops.. Have to prepare for my resit paper.. =( Hate the process so much! Reread again and again! What?!

At Xuan's bf house now... resting after arrived... Eager to see my HIM... Have to treasure the 'last' moments already... I don't know when or will we be together again in the future? I'm confused.. 'HE' is a super nice, soft spoken, kind, generous, caring and loving guy...I don't know why I'm that lucky that i found HIM.. But life won't have 100% perfect for us...We get together in the wrong timing but i never regret. It's because of HIM, I have lots and lots of happy and sweet memories within this 2++ years...Thanks GA...

A day without purpose

2006-06-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

Yupe.. it's a day wothout purpose. Woke up at 12p.m then went to Sungei Wang with Wan Mei. Bought a white pearl necklace and a glimmer black nail polish. Then we walk to Lot 10. Bought a aqua liquid eyeliner from M.A.C. This is my first liquid eyeliner and also with a very sharp and striking colour.. It's nice.. Then, started wandering again.. went to KL plaza but there has nothing to shop. So, made up our mind and went to KLCC. Started wandering again at there. Then went to the food court. Guess what, the Cars characters comes with the Mc Donald kid's fun meal. So i ordered one and i get Filmore the volkswagon van.

Then, we went to the cinema to see have what movie. We wanted to watch Tokyo Drift actually. But the earliest would be 6pm something only start. We don't want to go home late. So, guess what? We watch Cars for the second time! And we still love it because it's really very funny and nice! Felt so tired but so happie.. =D

After arrived home and took shower, it's pampering time.. hehe.. applied a free mask from Skin Food. Quite moisturising. Then after rinsed off, nail polishing time! haha.. woah.. What a day! Miss him so much.. hmmm.. till here i think.. see ya and miss ya.. take care~ cheers!

Holidays~!

2006-06-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

Yeah~ finished exam last week.. what a week we had.. suffering is all i can describe. Everyday only had 5 to 6 hours rest only. The other time is for notes notes notes and memorising only.. Plus, I was so sick. Coughing and fever.. I still have the feel of that moments.. *fuhhh* Luckily, after exam we went to Mid Valley straight away to watch Over the Hedge. It's very funny and hilarious.. Really! Besides, we also celebrate Mei's birthday.. Although it's not a proper one, i hope she is happy. Rite, wan mei? =D

These few days did nothing but slept alot to recharge my body energy. Yesterday, went to Sunway Pyramid to watch Da Vinci Code with bro andrew. It's slightly different from the novel only and it's not too bad.. =) After movie, went to The Curve with Van and Vin and went to get my hair trimmed at Peek-a-boo. Before that, we went to Ikea to have our dinner. Had daging halia nasi. It's very delicious and cheap too! After that, we went to One U and watched Cars. This is my favourite animation by now except Nemo. the Cars characters are just so so so cute!! i hope to have them all.. to collect all of them.. hope they do sell them in small car models.. That would be so cute~!

Tomorrow, Mei and me will go to KL to shopping.. We felt so boring to shopp at Mid valley already.. Want to change place to shop.. hehe.. till here~ take care! muakss.. ciao~

27 May's feelings - Bradgelina's new born baby

2006-06-09T22:52:00.000+08:00

Standing in front of the window, caressed by the cold breeze, many thoughts came to my mind. I felt lonely this moment. Nobody talk to me as I am alone in my room. Mummy and daddy called me just now chatted with me, asking how my preparation for exam is going on. I only could tell them I am okay to ensure them that I am really okay. Yet, deep inside my heart, I knew I am half-okay only. I am not well-prepared yet. Trembling when thought of that. Really very scared. Yet, I knew I must have the courage to face it and be fearless, and I really do hope I have the courageous and a fearless heart. I need to talk to someone. But, nobody seemed to be free now. I felt some kind of emptiness in me.
Once, I read a Buddhism writings by Nichiren Daishonin (which is my religion). He says, “When you climb the mountain of perfect enlightenment and gaze around you in all directions, then to your amazement you will see the entire realm of phenomena is the Land of Tranquil Light”. I really want to climb this mountain. I really need peace in my mind now. When could I feel the Land of Tranquil Light?
I thought of joy. How much joy is a joy for me? I know, sometimes, I do have high expectations. But I think I am lucky enough to know how to enjoy my life. =) Yet, I think too much joy may come out with a negative consequence too. Like, if I enjoy too much, I wouldn’t achieve good results in studies. It’s funny, everything in this galaxy needs balance. Without balance, you will fall... agree?
One day, we will face death. Please take death as a paramount issue we all must face and seek. Death is a link between present life and afterlife. Do you believe in afterlife? To me, I believe it. So, we must do many good deeds to have a better life in future. Besides, the most important thing is we must do and try good things in our life. We shall not try some ‘bad for you’ things. Recently, I heard from one of my friend that she did something that is very bad (and I think it is seriously bad too). I don’t know whether she did realize that her new friends whom she joins might appear bad for her. I don’t even know why she wants to do so?! For her, she say she do so just for the fun of trying. But trying a bad thing is just not right. Even if you killed by a mad elephant, you won’t fall into the evil paths but if you killed by an evil friend, you will fall into them. It’s just not right. I really pray that she will wake up, and see what is happening around her. I am very worry her and hoping I could sit down and talk to her seriously about this after my exam. Hope she will listen to my advice.
Hmmm, suddenly I miss home so much. I miss the sea in yacht club and chatting with friends at there, having heads up to stargaze. Really miss my friends. Hope everyone will be in Tawau on this coming July so that we can meet up and ask ‘how’s everything going on?’ Alright, have to continue my studies now. Hope I can wake up early tomorrow to follow Mei and Phui to college to do SOGA question. Cheers~! Take care!
-12.25 am- 27may

-25th May 2006- 3.20a.m-

2006-05-25T20:38:00.000+08:00

It is midnight 3a.m., I am still awake. Having half-studied Tort of Defamation but just got stuck with it. It is so complicated and I need to twist and turn my mind to think and understand it as it is one of the question that I will do in the examination. Talking about exam, my second year’s final examination is approaching (less than 2 weeks). I felt worry and fear that I did not do well but I know, I will give my best in doing the questions. I have to be fearless and be courageous when facing exams or facing any difficulties. I have to be TOUGH. I think, that is the only best solution to live my life in fullest.

Went to class today to pass up a question that I did for Ms. N to mark it, and I will get it back tomorrow. After that, I went to E&C to have my brunch with Mei and Phui. There’s so little choice of food and at last, I just put some curry on my rice with few potatoes, 2 crabmeat sticks and a piece of so-called prawn cake *tasteless*. Then went back to college and borrow LS’s defamation question to photocopy as reference (thanks LS). Around 3pm, we went home and I watched an episode of drama before I took my nap. *What a boring day~!* Cooked instant noodle for dinner and do revisions at mei’s house.

Suddenly, mei was so desired on eating ice-creams. And the three of us, borrowed J’s car and went to Sri Hartamas and Mont Kiara. There’s no more ice-creams as it was already 12am. So, we went to the food court ordered milo ice and a ‘ikan panggang’. *Yummy~!* However, I did not eat a lot as I had few ulcers in my mouth. *pain*

Created this blog just now at mei’s house. But at that time, I did not know what to type so came back my room and start typing my yesterday’s routine. Till here, have to go to bed now since I am very sleepy and tired already. Cheerzz~!

studying

at hartamas yamcha. phui took this.

Another good start

2006-05-25T02:10:00.000+08:00

Well, this is my second blog other than my friendster's blog.. Hope to blog at here cuz friendster's gave lots of trouble when my frens wanna type comment. I won's update my blog that frequent as i dun have internet access at my home.. =( Till then, Cheers~!