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I believe miracle happens..

...WISHES

  • see four leaves Clover in real
  • i could and capable to do wat i wanna do...
  • wanna be happie all da time
  • to have a vase of fresh flowers in front of my window
  • get good result for Final Yr *must*
  • everyone stay healthy.. (dun sick)
  • wish to stay in England one more year!

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    ...MOOD & FEELINGS

  • Way back into love =)

  • Love England's life but miss Malaysian food sooo much!

  • I'll appreciate those who appreciate me as a friend.. =P cheers~!

  • Treasuring what I am having at this moment! =) SmileyCentral.com
  • Tuesday, May 08, 2007


    COME ON~ I CAN DO IT!


    Yupe! i chant to let me overcome with all these difficulties and obstacles of mine.. lifting up the procrastinate spirit and injecting some possitive determination into my souls~ lol, i know, sounds like i'm talking crap! it's all because of the lack of sleep! I've been awake for 24 hours n might gonna continue stay awake to finish up this head-cracking Jurisprudence! n start on another assignment! Both due on this Friday! GOSH! My heart shivers everytime thought of how close I am towards the 'doomsday'!! Please let me finish both just in time.. i know i know, i m a big-arse-last-minute-person.. Yet, only every last minute could push me to do something that have to be done! I can't help with it. It's like this type of attitude has belonged to my character since i was born into this world.. =P come on baby, i can do this!! DETERMINATION...


    *PEACE*

    chanting hard.. Nam Myo Ho Ren Ge Kyo


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    Monday, April 30, 2007


    HAPPIE DAYS~~

    Although assignments piling up, final examinations is just around the corner, i just couldnt resist to type anything that i'm happy about since last week..
    Well, i had a very great week! i went to a secret paradise that me, myself never thought of.. it's in somewhere in the UK.. A very breathtaking place where it could make me relax, put off those busy mind for seconds, minutes, blablabla... thanxx to someone for this.. =) Well i just couldnt explain those amaze with proper words.. so, leave it to the pics... =)





    Yupe, it's on the 23rd floor.. =)

    n this is another place =)

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    Friday, April 06, 2007


    S.L.E.E.P


    Alrite, here i am again..suddenly have the right mood to type something.. First of all, I've recovered with a slight coughing.. but no longer suffering.. those days nearly coughed my lung out.. nahhh,kidding.. but still, the sickness made my day dull and down.. sometimes even felt the loneliness and emptiness.. -.-" Plus, it made my skin complexion look so uneven ( a pale sick face ) n some peeling skins over the nose.. i looked so gross.. LOL

    Hmm, as I am kinda 'FAMOUS' with my sleeping character around everyone who knows me well, I gave a serious thought of this sleeping habits.. I guess it started when I was born. Even within my family, they all call me Sleeping Queen as i really sleeps alot when i was a baby, a kid until now.. Plus my mum never stop me from sleeping.. She just let me be.. Tell y'ol why is that so. It's because I'm born with a very skinny figure, cant gain weight even i ate lot! No, i dun hv any worm in my stomach as my mum feed me on those pills to check is there any 'worm' in my stomach that grabbed all my food.. hehe.. So, my mum believe that there is another way to gain weight.. which is to eat n sleep! I was forced to take nap after lunch when I was young, hoping that I will gain weight.. LOL and I also kinda willingly go to sleep (still rmb, i sleep with my fav barbie dolls ^^) this is how i develop my sleeping 'skills'.. LOL thanxx to mummy..

    This is only one part of making me to fall in love with my bed.. The other reason is because I love to DREAM when sleeping.. i know, it's not healthy to have dream while sleeping cos it meant the brain is not resting.. But who cares? I love dreaming.. It's the only world I can escape from the realistic and cruel world. I can do anything in my dreams. Sometimes, I even can 'control' my dreams. Like b4 sleeping, I will keep on thinking a thing eagerly so that I will dream it later. Guess what? It works.. Call me crazy but i don't care. LOL .. Some more, i think the best part is I can continue my dream.. as in when i was awake, and i was dreaming something good, i will sleep back immediately and try hard in continuing my dreams.. super eh? haha.. I guess some people could do the same as me.. Having Dream is just so amazing! I can remember my dream clearly everytime i woke up and if it's a GOOD one, i will remember until today.. there were a few dreams that i still could remember clearly until this very day~ ;P Ever heard of Dejavu? i can definitely felt it when something came across which i seriously dreamt before (this is normal, as everyone will experienced this) So, i think it's nothing to exaggerate on.. LOL

    After these le, there is one more that came across my mind.. that is my sleeping time.. napping time.. After leaving home for college few years back, my sleeping routine seemed very disarray.. it's like sleeping around the clock! haha.. especially the time in Inti.. crazy~ even then i was still young and energetic.. Not now anymore, i will get tired easily as I'm getting elder.. =P I still remember I can even fall asleep in the KTM after shopping, and the crazy part is, I WAS STANDING! haha.. i cant believe it as well, but i really dozed off, leaning on the wall of the KTM and standing beside Vanny or Lina (forgot who dy).. -.-" Did anything came across ur mind now? U must thinking whether I'm sick or not rite.. LOL..

    I used to have a little bad habit last time.. That is DO NOT DISTURB WHEN I M SLEEPING! wahahaha.. i remembered in Form 3, i had a crush with a guy n vice versa.. But he had turned away.. know why? I was so bad tempered when picking up the phone and asking him not to call me when i'm sleeping! haha.. n all my secondary buddies knew my this freaking habits.. if they so happened to call me, they will say, "sleeping a?" , "okok, go to sleep. bye" haha.. they will hang up in a very speedy way to avoid the scoldings.. haha.. (vanny, still rmb not?) LUCKY enough, i put so much effort to change my this bad habit and ta-da, i no longer scolding ppl for nth or the sake of i-m-sleeping.. LOL.. the most, i will answer with blur mind.. "hmm", "aa", "ooo", "hmmm" ,"k", "bye"... it will be over n over this kind of answer u get from me.. haha.. Maybe i will even forget i did picked up any calls while sleeping after I woke up.. Sorry frens.. haha.. I'm such a pig who living in her FANTASY world.. =P

    It's not bad to sleep after all what.. rite? It can rejuvenate ur skins, ur body, ur health n etc.. I know, for some ppl, it's a waste of time.. But, i just love to sleep and i do ENJOY it.. make it simple, it's my HOBBY~

    Time to go my dreamworld now.. had my facial n put on mask dy.. tmr, my face will be healthier~ thanxx mummy for the supply of my beauty products~ hehehe... So now, my dear friends.. understand why i sleep lot yet? LOL.. =D

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    Friday, March 30, 2007


    EASTER HOLIDAYS!!

    At last, passed up Property Law assignment!

    Easter holidays start from now for 3 weeks!!

    but have to do Final Exam Revision~ =(

    Currently, feeling very SICK! having fever, cough, sore throat and flu!! :S

    It's so pain in the throat! there were some ulcers inside my throat! =(

    I wish... I will recover soon... get me out from sickness...

    Janice is having concert in HongKong now... Wish i could be there to listen her live songs!

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    Friday, March 16, 2007


    All Good Things-Nelly Furtado

    Honestly what will become of me
    don't like reality
    It's way too clear to me
    But really life is daily
    Honestly what will become of me
    don't like reality
    It's way too clear to me
    But really life is daily
    We are what we don't see
    Missed everything daydreaming


    Flames to dust
    Lovers to friends
    Why do all good things come to an end
    Flames to dust
    Lovers to friends
    Why do all good things come to an end
    come to an end come to an
    Why do all good things come to end?
    come to an end come to an
    Why do all good things come to an end?

    Traveling I only stop at exits
    Wondering if I'll stay
    Young and restless
    Living this way I stress less
    I want to pull away when the dream dies
    The pain sets in and I don't cry
    I only feel gravity and I wonder why

    Flames to dust
    Lovers to friends
    Why do all good things come to an end
    Flames to dust
    Lovers to friends
    Why do all good things come to an end
    come to an end come to an
    Why do all good things come to end?
    come to an end come to an
    Why do all good things come to an end?

    Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
    Barking at the new moon
    Hoping it would come soon so that they could
    Dogs were whistling a new tune
    Barking at the new moon
    Hoping it would come soon so that they could
    Die die die die die

    Flames to dust
    Lovers to friends
    Why do all good things come to an end
    Flames to dust
    Lovers to friends
    Why do all good things come to an end
    come to an end come to an
    Why do all good things come to end?
    come to an end come to an
    Why do all good things come to an end?

    Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
    Whistling a new tune
    Hoping it would come soon
    And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day till the feeling went away
    And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
    the rain forgot how to bring salvation
    the dogs were barking at the new moon
    Whistling a new tune
    Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

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    Tuesday, March 06, 2007


    WHO M I? *LOST*

    i m lost! no directions.. i dunno what's ahead of me.. What's going to happen the next minute.. What should i do? What should i do? What? Wwwwhattt should i do? i'm very confused now.. what i remember was my dad always advise that whenever there are difficulties in my life and felt so depressing, he will come n tell me to cheer up. Telling me that the world is not the end yet.. There's much more for me to overcome n face the cruel world. All i need is great courage. And where the heck does great courage comes from? my dad told me, when u're well prepared, the courage will just automatically came out from u.. no worries, everything will be okay.. I miss my dad's words.. He is the one who teaches me what is life and always advise me like nobody would do so to me.. i Lovvveee you daddy.. as mummy always tell me when i was young, i m daddy's girl, daddy's precious.. talking bout my dad, he never hit me once.. no, never.. but still, i m scared of him, or should i put in another way, i RESPECT him. Till now, my dad n me won't talk much.. we onli talk when there is some serious or important thing to discuss.. Other than that, i m still very 'scared' to talk to him.. =( but he is sweet, he'll type 'i love you' in the last sms everytime we text each other.. tht always get me with teary eyes.. n i will keeeeeep tht sms.. haha.. unless i accidently deleted it.. (mummy, i also save urs too..haha) Now, i really need to get some support from them, be it daddy's words or mummy's.. Love u both dearly here.. sorry for my rebellious attitude when i was young.. i'm changing.. to be better.. huhhhh... ooops, it seems like it's for my daddy entry here.. haha.. excuse me for this, cos he'll be the first guy who come into my mind when i need a piece of advise too cool me off.. hmmm.. daddy's girl.. haha..

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    Thursday, February 01, 2007


    Random pics in my room~
    Actually, i got to go metro shopping centre with liz,mei n lynn.. guess what, i couldnt wake on time again.. liz buzzed my fon..

    liz:hello,lynn is here dy, we'll be ready to go in short..
    me: mm.. hmm..
    liz:still sleepin?! haha.. or u continue sleep n we go ourselves?
    me:yah, ok.. sorry..

    haha~ tht's how i answer my call when i was in deeeep sleep.. such a piggy! actually, it's all becos i slept at 6.30am this morning.. n tht explains y i couldnt wake on time.. -.-" sorry liz n gals..

    did nth after awake.. as always love to take pics, i took some random pics in my room.. realised i nvr took my black i-dog pics.. haha, so i took some.. n also, found that i bought 4 perfumes within this 2 months! gosh, i wonder do i need all of them?

    i'm glad that i attended ALL the classes this week, without missing.. but still, too lazy to do the seminar's works.. actually, most of the time, read d questions, i dunno how to begin to write my answer.. studied, but just dunno how to start answering those complicated questions.. =(

    i found a daily philosophy that is so good from my japanese fren's mail --> overcome d limitation!once u've determined this way, u hv actually transcended one step further d limitation in ur heart.. (good yeah)
    here it goes.. the pix..
    my lovely black i-dog
    the paws r so cute!
    dancing all the way..

    tht's d perfumes..


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