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...PROFILE

.:Vendee:.
I believe miracle happens..

...WISHES

  • see four leaves Clover in real
  • i could and capable to do wat i wanna do...
  • wanna be happie all da time
  • to have a vase of fresh flowers in front of my window
  • get good result for Final Yr *must*
  • everyone stay healthy.. (dun sick)
  • wish to stay in England one more year!

    ...LINKS

    Andrew
     Wan Mei
    Liz
    Laysan
    Princess Jas
    Conan
    Alson
    Jovena
    Bernard

    ...ARCHIVES
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    ...MOOD & FEELINGS

  • Way back into love =)

  • Love England's life but miss Malaysian food sooo much!

  • I'll appreciate those who appreciate me as a friend.. =P cheers~!

  • Treasuring what I am having at this moment! =) SmileyCentral.com
    • Wednesday, September 20, 2006


    Arrived Newcastle on the 15th September after a 13 hours flight with transit at Amsterdam.. feeling exhausted.. Arrived my hostel but i'm very unhappy with it cos it's facing west which means it's so damn hot. Thank God, He heard my prayers cos after that day, the weather here changed. It became cooler and lesser sun shine with windy weather.

    I felt so cold these few days; felt so dry and empty in heart. Tried to call but no one picked up, tried to sms but no one replied. Finally picked up but made me felt that like i never care to call which i did really called. Hurts, pain and tears... complicated feelings... Is it really over? So unwilling to let go but we are so in vain. Pictures of u just surrounding my mind. Felt so down and sorrow.. Strawberry scents in my room.. I miss u.. =( If u wanna walk away from my life, please dun walk too faraway till i can't see even your shadow. Please look back every 10 steps. If u felt pain to look back, i hope strength will help to heal the pain. Just wanna wish you to have a best life, aim for your own future and put me aside for this moment.. And I will learn to be strong, don't worry.. I'll take care..



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