Thursday, June 15, 2006
Yupe.. it's a day wothout purpose. Woke up at 12p.m then went to Sungei Wang with Wan Mei. Bought a white pearl necklace and a glimmer black nail polish. Then we walk to Lot 10. Bought a aqua liquid eyeliner from M.A.C. This is my first liquid eyeliner and also with a very sharp and striking colour.. It's nice.. Then, started wandering again.. went to KL plaza but there has nothing to shop. So, made up our mind and went to KLCC. Started wandering again at there. Then went to the food court. Guess what, the Cars characters comes with the Mc Donald kid's fun meal. So i ordered one and i get Filmore the volkswagon van.
Then, we went to the cinema to see have what movie. We wanted to watch Tokyo Drift actually. But the earliest would be 6pm something only start. We don't want to go home late. So, guess what? We watch Cars for the second time! And we still love it because it's really very funny and nice! Felt so tired but so happie.. =D
After arrived home and took shower, it's pampering time.. hehe.. applied a free mask from Skin Food. Quite moisturising. Then after rinsed off, nail polishing time! haha.. woah.. What a day! Miss him so much.. hmmm.. till here i think.. see ya and miss ya.. take care~ cheers!
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Yeah~ finished exam last week.. what a week we had.. suffering is all i can describe. Everyday only had 5 to 6 hours rest only. The other time is for notes notes notes and memorising only.. Plus, I was so sick. Coughing and fever.. I still have the feel of that moments.. *fuhhh* Luckily, after exam we went to Mid Valley straight away to watch Over the Hedge. It's very funny and hilarious.. Really! Besides, we also celebrate Mei's birthday.. Although it's not a proper one, i hope she is happy. Rite, wan mei? =D
These few days did nothing but slept alot to recharge my body energy. Yesterday, went to Sunway Pyramid to watch Da Vinci Code with bro andrew. It's slightly different from the novel only and it's not too bad.. =) After movie, went to The Curve with Van and Vin and went to get my hair trimmed at Peek-a-boo. Before that, we went to Ikea to have our dinner. Had daging halia nasi. It's very delicious and cheap too! After that, we went to One U and watched Cars. This is my favourite animation by now except Nemo. the Cars characters are just so so so cute!! i hope to have them all.. to collect all of them.. hope they do sell them in small car models.. That would be so cute~!
Tomorrow, Mei and me will go to KL to shopping.. We felt so boring to shopp at Mid valley already.. Want to change place to shop.. hehe.. till here~ take care! muakss.. ciao~
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Friday, June 09, 2006
Standing in front of the window, caressed by the cold breeze, many thoughts came to my mind. I felt lonely this moment. Nobody talk to me as I am alone in my room. Mummy and daddy called me just now chatted with me, asking how my preparation for exam is going on. I only could tell them I am okay to ensure them that I am really okay. Yet, deep inside my heart, I knew I am half-okay only. I am not well-prepared yet. Trembling when thought of that. Really very scared. Yet, I knew I must have the courage to face it and be fearless, and I really do hope I have the courageous and a fearless heart. I need to talk to someone. But, nobody seemed to be free now. I felt some kind of emptiness in me.
Once, I read a Buddhism writings by Nichiren Daishonin (which is my religion). He says, “When you climb the mountain of perfect enlightenment and gaze around you in all directions, then to your amazement you will see the entire realm of phenomena is the Land of Tranquil Light”. I really want to climb this mountain. I really need peace in my mind now. When could I feel the Land of Tranquil Light?
I thought of joy. How much joy is a joy for me? I know, sometimes, I do have high expectations. But I think I am lucky enough to know how to enjoy my life. =) Yet, I think too much joy may come out with a negative consequence too. Like, if I enjoy too much, I wouldn’t achieve good results in studies. It’s funny, everything in this galaxy needs balance. Without balance, you will fall... agree?
One day, we will face death. Please take death as a paramount issue we all must face and seek. Death is a link between present life and afterlife. Do you believe in afterlife? To me, I believe it. So, we must do many good deeds to have a better life in future. Besides, the most important thing is we must do and try good things in our life. We shall not try some ‘bad for you’ things. Recently, I heard from one of my friend that she did something that is very bad (and I think it is seriously bad too). I don’t know whether she did realize that her new friends whom she joins might appear bad for her. I don’t even know why she wants to do so?! For her, she say she do so just for the fun of trying. But trying a bad thing is just not right. Even if you killed by a mad elephant, you won’t fall into the evil paths but if you killed by an evil friend, you will fall into them. It’s just not right. I really pray that she will wake up, and see what is happening around her. I am very worry her and hoping I could sit down and talk to her seriously about this after my exam. Hope she will listen to my advice.
Hmmm, suddenly I miss home so much. I miss the sea in yacht club and chatting with friends at there, having heads up to stargaze. Really miss my friends. Hope everyone will be in Tawau on this coming July so that we can meet up and ask ‘how’s everything going on?’ Alright, have to continue my studies now. Hope I can wake up early tomorrow to follow Mei and Phui to college to do SOGA question. Cheers~! Take care!
-12.25 am- 27may
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