Love England's life but miss Malaysian food sooo much!
I'll appreciate those who appreciate me as a friend.. =P cheers~!
Treasuring what I am having at this moment! =)
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
WHO M I? *LOST*
i m lost! no directions.. i dunno what's ahead of me.. What's going to happen the next minute.. What should i do? What should i do? What? Wwwwhattt should i do? i'm very confused now.. what i remember was my dad always advise that whenever there are difficulties in my life and felt so depressing, he will come n tell me to cheer up. Telling me that the world is not the end yet.. There's much more for me to overcome n face the cruel world. All i need is great courage. And where the heck does great courage comes from? my dad told me, when u're well prepared, the courage will just automatically came out from u.. no worries, everything will be okay.. I miss my dad's words.. He is the one who teaches me what is life and always advise me like nobody would do so to me.. i Lovvveee you daddy.. as mummy always tell me when i was young, i m daddy's girl, daddy's precious.. talking bout my dad, he never hit me once.. no, never.. but still, i m scared of him, or should i put in another way, i RESPECT him. Till now, my dad n me won't talk much.. we onli talk when there is some serious or important thing to discuss.. Other than that, i m still very 'scared' to talk to him.. =( but he is sweet, he'll type 'i love you' in the last sms everytime we text each other.. tht always get me with teary eyes.. n i will keeeeeep tht sms.. haha.. unless i accidently deleted it.. (mummy, i also save urs too..haha) Now, i really need to get some support from them, be it daddy's words or mummy's.. Love u both dearly here.. sorry for my rebellious attitude when i was young.. i'm changing.. to be better.. huhhhh... ooops, it seems like it's for my daddy entry here.. haha.. excuse me for this, cos he'll be the first guy who come into my mind when i need a piece of advise too cool me off.. hmmm.. daddy's girl.. haha..
.:Vendee:.
